Wednesday, December 21, 2005

m u m e d

lulus kuliah
menyandang gelar sarjana
dengan titel Bachelor of Multimedia
lagi siap2 untuk terjun bebas ke lingkungan kerja
nggak deng, lagi menyiapkan diri untuk terjun bebas ke kehidupan mencari pekerjaan
folio belum bikin
cv belum bikin
belum siap ngapa2in...
padahal lagi banyak lowongan kerja, cuman gak tau deh.
otak lagi mumed berat sama masalah2 lainnya.

tinggal 7 hari lagi sebelum meninggalkan Melbourne
kota yang selama 4 tahun terakhir ini jadi tempat buat hidup
it hit me several days ago how im going to miss the lifestyle i've been having for the past 4 years
jakarta... kota najis. paling najis sejagad raya.
madesu
macet
sumpek
panas
reseh

tapi...
ada seseorang yang menunggu di sana...
ada seseorang yang pengen gue temuin...
seseorang yang bikin gue pengen balik terus ke jakarta...

banyak orang yang nanya, "kenapa gak cari kerja aja di melbourne? mau lanjut S2?"
jawab saya, "pengen coba membangun bangsa dan negeri... jadi coba kerja di jkt aja"
pdhl dlm hati, "pengen sih lanjut kuliah ato cari kerja di melbourne. tapi, gak tahan sendirian... i need him.."

hmm... lagi2 kepentok masalah cinta...
tahik lah cinta....
makan tuh cinta!
yeah rite, like it's going to feed me full...

*hmm, mendadak pengen makan miso soup*

udah berbulan2 nggak beres2 juga..
nggak kelar2 juga...
kenapa yah??

apa guenya yang labil?
apa dianya yang labil?
apa the whole situation yang gak stabil??
entahlah pihak mana yang gak beres.

i'm wasting so many things now...
i guess i've taken the risk way too much

but right now, i just want to scream out...
I HATE STABILITY!!! IT BORES ME TO DEATH!
I HATE INSTABILITY!!! IT WORRIES THE SHIT OUT OF ME!!!
FEEL LIKE BANGING SOME HEADS AGAINST THE WALL!!!

harus ngapain yah gue... bingung.

pilih
TANTANGAN
atau
STABILITAS
?????????????

pilih
CHEMISTRY
atau
SECURITY
????????????

pilih
A P A ?

posted at 11:22 PM - |

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Graduand

I'm not a student anymoreeeeeee!!!!!!

Yihaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

posted at 5:20 PM - |

Sunday, December 11, 2005

sticky situation

everyone deserves a second chance, dont they?

i took the risk of being hurt just to hand in the chance to you
i don't know if you're going to use it wisely
i don't know if you're going to waste it completely

in the meantime all i can do is...

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
for you to wake up

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
for the day to come

waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting
endlessly

posted at 1:14 PM - |

Saturday, December 10, 2005

i love you

i love it

u n me
t o g e t h e r

i love you

posted at 4:33 AM - |

portable you

+portable you > i wanna carry you around inside my heart+

posted at 4:03 AM - |